crazy!

yar..i know u r hurt..i know u r suffer..i know things i did made u cried, sad, down and crazy..i just knew all ur feelings but i dont know wat effects i leave to u still..i know there is a scar..but i dont know wat causes the scar..

what had done is done..i cant go back and change it anymore..wat i hope nw is not letting the hurt continue on u..

if im not doing anything u like..then wat can i do? i leave everything to u..being passive..following the way u wan..cuz i dont wan the history to happen again..i dont wan u to get hurt again..so m i wrong?..i really dont know..leave it to u not right..being active also not right..

i just know that..i did something in the past..and i dont wish to do it again in the future..wat i wan is to do it in your way..and thus u wil be happy..u said i nvr experience it tats why i dont know...but do you know..wat is the feel when the one u love actually hate u? do you know wat is the feeling when the one u love suffered cuz of u? do you know how is the feel when the one u love very much dont want to talk to u? do you know how is it when the one you love crying for the things u've done?? do you know how hurt is it when the one you really love only remember all the bad things and forget all the things u've done to her??? u nvr know..cuz u nvr experience it...

after all..you still dont know how deep i love u...all being left behind is just hatred....and im hurt..